Wednesday, January 9, 2013
Pride?
Woke up really early today to head down to Le Festa showflat today. Cos Sean insisted that we should meet at 9am. Despite me telling him that it was too early.
He was being bossy, keep reminding me to be there on time. i hinted that it was him who always gave last minute excuses or late.
I arrived on time.
Received his sms. telling me that he was talking to a potential buyer who he met on the train and holding another project flyer.
(Who the hell will be holding a flyer of another project 8 plus in the morning. knew that he was bullshiting but didnt bother to pursue further.)
when he arrived, i just asked him jokingly, "what time already". and he got pissed off. told me that he had to come today was due to my stupidity (he insisted that it was my mistake that we didnt close the deal yesterday)
i was really angry.
but Sean was in my team. under the same team leader. will be seeing him really often. or should i say that all our duties were planned together.
i am not in the wrong. he was indeed late. for about an hour. and i know for sure the reason he gave was a lie. Why should i apologise?
i called him. asked where is he. told me that he was at a nearby coffee shop.
on the way there. i prayed for strength.
Apologied to him when i arrived.
i guess there are times that u dont do whats right. but whats necessary
i learnt.
Posted by qi at 12:56 AM
Tuesday, January 8, 2013
1 year
Was just looking for things to do on my computer when i happened to remember that i had a blog. Have i should say. Since its still mine.
Like finding a long lost diary, i was brough back to the time those post were written.
Those posts actually helped me fill up the blanks in my memory for those years that sneak by.
Its a great feeling, seeing myself freed from some issue that i was struggling years back. This again proven 2 sentence to be true.
"What doesnt kills u, makes u stronger"
"Time heals everything. Just give time some time"
Thank goodness. That my life is not that sad that only bad memories were brought back.
So many things and people have changed.
Even for myself.
What i believed and wanted in life in the past doesnt seems that important to me now.
I will continue doing this. (Writing my blog)
So someday.... just like today.... i will remember
Posted by qi at 2:08 AM
