Wednesday, November 26, 2008
Cycling in the rain~
what a sad day.. and i am finally glad that i am affected by other reason other then the usual one.. maybe this is a sign that i finally moved on? hmmmm...
Jung won told me today will be last day that she will be working.. because she is returning to Korea really soon.. mixed emotions overwhelmed me.. should i be happy.. cos i know i can't be the one that give her the happiness that she deserves.. or should i be sad.. that this may be the last time i am seeing her..
memories flooded my mind.. how the first time we met... etc.. i didn't talk much the whole time working with her.. only manage to pluck some courage to converse with her about some really random issues.. trying hard to avoid the topic about her leaving..
time seems to pass really quickly.. and soon.. its time to leave.. our last walk to her house.. still i didn't talk much.. what do u expect me to say? its all my fault for landing both of us into this state..
"this may be the last time i am walking u home.." i manage to blur out..
today is the first time i didn't walk her home to her door step.. hope u understand.. i don't want to see u leaving from behind..
rain can never be as in time as how it came today.. it started raining really heavily..
as we grow up.. we always tend to forget what really makes us happy.. i forgot how much i love the rain.. today.. i am reminded.. cycling in the rain..
the beauty about soaking urself in the rain.. is that u don't know whats on ur face.. is it the rain, or is it ur tears.. and as the cold droplets of rain hit u.. it makes u realise how warm u are.. making u realise that u are actually living..
i will miss u.. even though i promised that we will have our last meal before u leave for Korea.. i am sorry.. i lied.. cos.. i don't deserve that...
Posted by qi at 12:05 AM
