Sunday, November 30, 2008
human rampage!
my goodness.. why did i ever promise to go to the IT fair at expo?! haha.. i should have known what was awaiting me over there.. ARGH... so so so many people!!haha.. too bad i didn't have the adaptor to allow me to transfer pictures into my computer.. i can show u.. its really human rampage!
even guys need to queue for toilet! my goodness.. haha.. i can't help but laughed at those people queueing.. can't they make their way to another less crowded toilet just a few hall away? haha.. i just refused to queue for toilet.. hee.. cos i always make fun of my girl friends about queueing.. ops..
in the end, we didn't get anything.. hmmm.. felt that this IT fair wasn't as good as the previous one.. or maybe cos i was looking for something the previous time, and this time, just to company..
good night~! i had a great time today!
Posted by qi at 10:42 PM
Better in time...?
It's been the longest winter without youI didn't know where to turn to
See somehow I can't forget you
After all that we've been through
Going coming thought I heard a knock
Who's there no one
Thinking that I deserve it
Now I realize that I really didn't know
If you didn't notice you meant everything
Quickly I'm learning to love again
All I know is I'm gon' be ok
[Chorus:]
Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
Even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time
I couldn't turn on the TV
Without something there to remind me
Was it all that easy
To just put aside your feelings
If I'm dreaming don't wanna laugh
Hurt my feelings but that's the past
I believe it
And I know that time will heal it
If you didn't notice boy you meant everything
Quickly I'm learning to love again
All I know is I'm gon' be ok
[Chorus:]
Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
Even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time
Since there's no more you and me
It's time I let you go
So I can be free
And live my life how it should be
No matter how hard it is I'll be fine without you
Yes I will
Posted by qi at 4:12 AM
Saturday, November 29, 2008
Feeling so much BETTER ^^
hee.. i am feeling so much better~ just brought Shine down for a walk.. but this time, i am really not sure if its Shine that walked me.. or i walked him..it doesn't matter.. all that mattered, was that i felt so much better after the walk.. had the quiet time i needed to sort out my thinking.. why am i so pissed.. why am i so upset.. compared to the things thats happening around me.. compared to the things that happened in the past.. compared to the things that might happen, what i am facing now is really nothing~
looking up at the cloudy sky.. makes me feel so small.. looking at the huge clouds slowly pass the sky.. hmmm.. what am i compared to the world.. makes me feel so tiny.. made my problems smaller~
"hey life.. u need to do more than that.. alot more than these to bring me down.. hee.. don't so hardworking la.. enough le.. enough le.. let me stand on my feet alittle longer k?"
Posted by qi at 9:53 PM
disappointed~
finally life is being fair to me again.. yeah~! when there is up, there will be down.. fair and square..hmmm.. where should i start.. ha.. too many le.. really hard to start..
kk.. yesterday i sat at the publicity booth for my event.. from 11 till 3... no one sign up.. NOT A SINGLE ONE.. sob.. i was told that this is expected for the first day.. but still.. i am really disappointed..
next.. had a bad quarrel with someone.. i was trying to find an excuse to sms her.. she didn't take it quite well.. whatever la~
last but not lease, a member of my food fiesta commitee decided to quit.. giving the reason that this event is taking too much of her time.. thus affecting her studies..
i am seriously very disappointed in her.. by quitting, u are running away.. in life, if a challange is thrown at u, jolly well stand strong and finish it.. don't just because its getting tougher then u start considering quitting.. that thought should not even be in ur mind.. how can u achieve anything in life when at the back of ur mind u are always thinking of quitting?
but i am really pissed.. its not only her thats helping.. i agree that there's really very few working members. but the rest of us who stayed are trying really hard.. and u just quit.. nowadays thats what they are preaching in church huh... u are being damn selfish let me tell u.. but i won't stop u from quitting this time, cos i really don't wish to work with someone like u.. disgusted
Posted by qi at 4:42 PM
Friday, November 28, 2008
good morning ^^
haha.. in sch now.. haiz.. the math lecture is so boring! i mean the stuff they teach is really so fundamental.. ARGH~ keep falling asleep~so guilty.. yesterday game till so late.. but thats not the reason that i keep failing asleep in class k.. its really cos the lesson is SO boring~ so mum.. please don't read this and send me threat sms-s~~
going to prepare for the first day of publicity for my event.. don't know how will the responds be.. i hope sim students really love food.. haha~~
feeling so much better this few days.. thanks to u~ yeah u~ er... u over there.. the one staring at the boring computer screen with "first love" playing at the background.. yup.. u.. haha..
wish me luck~ i think i really need it.. though i feel really lucky recently.. everything has been going really smooth for me.. too smooth to be true.. ARGH.. hope its not to prepare me for a greater fall huh.. please la~~ i fell enough le~ fell until sianz le.. so please spare me this once.. er... actually i very greedy de.. spare me FOREVER!!! haha...
yesterday Dewn challenged me to a dare.. "Lets randomly wave to 10 people" the first to complete the dare wins, and the loser have to do a forfeit.. whahahaha.. please.. such a friendly guy like me. how to lose at this kind of thing de... i must say.. u danced well.. whahahaha.. not bad.. at least u are game enough to fulfill ur forfeit.. hee... too bad ur dance barely lasted for 3 sec~ my loss.. ha.. more dare next time k~ ^^
and i am amazed~ u are good at the game man! i am really surprised that girls can be THAT good at such games.. hmmmm.. u open up my pretty eyes.. ^^
kk.. enough of blogging.. time to start preparing my booth.. going to sit there till my next lesson.. ARG~ boring~~ ;(
Posted by qi at 10:14 AM
Thursday, November 27, 2008
another 4am entry
its 4am.. and i am still not sleeping.. hmmm.. not feeling well le.. should rest more ma.. i know i know.. but can't sleep...work was not as boring today.. hee.. brought ribbons.. started making roses.. i am quite good at it u know.. ha~ below are some pic of the roses i make.. my hp cam is not really that great..
got cheated off 80 dollars today.. sob.. didn't know this item that i bought is actually in usd.. ar.. heart pain. thats like my 1 week pay.. ARGH!!
nvm.. hope i will like the stuff that i bought.. as long as its worth it.. i think its alright...
starting my publicity for my event really soon.. TIRED~ i really really want to take a break from all these.. after my event, i am going to give myself a long long deserved break~ hmmmm.. Wei Qi.. u can do it de!!
cycled to work today again~ yeah! i really enjoyed it.. but really scare to cross the bridge at night.. sob.. whenever i cross the bridge, it nv fails to make my hair stands.. and i swear i always hear footsteps.. but there was no one behind~ weird.. scary!!!
i will get use to walking that path alone.. i must
to aunty and myself,
be strong k~ jia you!
Posted by qi at 4:00 AM
Wednesday, November 26, 2008
Cycling in the rain~
what a sad day.. and i am finally glad that i am affected by other reason other then the usual one.. maybe this is a sign that i finally moved on? hmmmm...Jung won told me today will be last day that she will be working.. because she is returning to Korea really soon.. mixed emotions overwhelmed me.. should i be happy.. cos i know i can't be the one that give her the happiness that she deserves.. or should i be sad.. that this may be the last time i am seeing her..
memories flooded my mind.. how the first time we met... etc.. i didn't talk much the whole time working with her.. only manage to pluck some courage to converse with her about some really random issues.. trying hard to avoid the topic about her leaving..
time seems to pass really quickly.. and soon.. its time to leave.. our last walk to her house.. still i didn't talk much.. what do u expect me to say? its all my fault for landing both of us into this state..
"this may be the last time i am walking u home.." i manage to blur out..
today is the first time i didn't walk her home to her door step.. hope u understand.. i don't want to see u leaving from behind..
rain can never be as in time as how it came today.. it started raining really heavily..
as we grow up.. we always tend to forget what really makes us happy.. i forgot how much i love the rain.. today.. i am reminded.. cycling in the rain..
the beauty about soaking urself in the rain.. is that u don't know whats on ur face.. is it the rain, or is it ur tears.. and as the cold droplets of rain hit u.. it makes u realise how warm u are.. making u realise that u are actually living..
i will miss u.. even though i promised that we will have our last meal before u leave for Korea.. i am sorry.. i lied.. cos.. i don't deserve that...
Posted by qi at 12:05 AM
Tuesday, November 25, 2008
Finally~
finally.. we are getting somewhere.. other meetings have always been planning, planning and still planning.. today.. we are finally doing.. great effort GUYS! hee.. i love U ALL SO MUCH! i am a shy guy.. hee.. so don't expect to hear this coming from my mouth..
anyway.. u guys are really evil~ seriously.. just looking and imagining the food for the Xtreme eater is already enough to make me feel like vomiting.. ARGH.. how are the competitors going to eat all that shit! haha.. guess that's the price they need to pay to get the attractive cash prize! haha...
so tired.. after meeting, rushed home for a half an hour nap.. really cannot resist the comfort of my lovely bed.. die die also must sleep for awhile.. hee.. hey.. but i still manage to report for work ON TIME! yeah~!! sob.. today is washing machine day~ means i only end work really really late~ sob... sob..
hmmmm.. to those ppl who are walking pass my stall.. u might think that u are window shopping me.. haha.. but actually.. u all are on this conveyor belt.. moving across my eyes! hee.. kk.. i am being random~
argh.. i am peeling.. but its so tempting to peel off those dry skin.. feels so good.. don't know why.. i just can't stop~! haha.. got scolded by alot of ppl le.. SORRY.. when it happens on u all.. u will understand how i am feeling.. ^^
aunty.. please don't make things difficult for me.. i can't force u to tell me anything.. and i hope u give me back the same respect as well.. what u need to know i will definitely tell u.. but the rest.. they really don't really concern u.. please understand.. if u're angry with me just because i cannot kiss and tell.. then i really nothing to say.. no matter what.. hope u recover too.. it'll all get better in time! remember that k..
Posted by qi at 5:41 PM
DAMN~
damn it.. almost didn't sleep last night and now i have to rush to sch for my event preparation.. arG!! better don't blog anymore.. gonna be later.. hope don't have to speed later.. hate to speed.. best is take extreme left lane all the way.. safety always come first right? hee... wish me all the best in today first preparation for my event.. hope my committee will be working hard.. JIA YOU JIA YOU JIA YOU!! WEI QI U CAN DO IT DE~~!! YEAH!! haha.. -___-Posted by qi at 10:37 AM
Monday, November 24, 2008
don't be afraid..
don't be afraid.. like how u were there for me.. i will be there for u too~ ^^ hope from my example, u can see.. pain is needed to grow~ what doesn't kills u will only makes u stronger...dedicate this song to u.. which really encouraged me in the past.. even now..
Stop crying ur heart out
Hold up
Hold on
Dont be scared
Youll never change whats been and gone
May your smile (may your smile)
Shine on (shine on)
Dont be scared (dont be scared)
Your destiny may keep you warm
Cos all of the stars
Are fading away
Just try not to worry
Youll see them some day
Take what you need
And be on your way
And stop crying your heart out
Get up (get up)
Come on (come on)
Whyre you scared? (Im not scared)
Youll never change
Whats been and gone
Cos all of the stars
Are fading away
Just try not to worry
Youll see them some day
Take what you need
And be on your way
And stop crying your heart out
Cos all of the stars
Are fading away
Just try not to worry
Youll see them some day
Take what you need
And be on your way
And stop crying your heart out
Were all of us stars
Were fading away
Just try not to worry
Youll see us some day
Just take what you need
And be on your way
And stop crying your heart out
Stop crying your heart out
Stop crying your heart out
Posted by qi at 10:55 PM
eng translation for "First Love"
First LoveThe last kiss tasted like tabacco
the bitter and sad scent
tomorrow at this time
where whould u be? who would u be thinking of?
You will always gonna be my love
even if i fall in love again with someone some day
i'll remember to love u taught me how
you will always gonna be the one
now its still a sad love song
until i can sing a new song
the time that had stopped seems to start moving
just all the things i don't want to forget
tomorrow at this time
i'll surely be crying
probably thinking of you
you will always be inside my heart
since there will always be the place for you
i hope that i have a place in your heart too
now and forever you are still the one
now its still a sad love song
until i can sing a new song
you will always gonna be my love
even if i fall in love again with someone some day
i'll remember to love you taught me how
you will always gonna be the one
Posted by qi at 3:15 PM
Back~!
Sorry for my pms last night~ hee.. emotions~ hmmm.. u can't see them, can't hear them, can't touch them.. yet.. they are so real.. hmmmm...anyway.. woke up early for morning lecture today~ POA.. quite interesting today.. but still, i had a difficult time keeping myself awake for the whole lecture~ and i made a very shocking discovery!!
BLACKIE IS ATTACHED~!!
haha.. damn.. nv tell me.. suddenly just tell me u attached le.. hmmmm.. its not hard to find one.. like i say.. but its really hard to find one u truely love.. blackie.. don't keep changing le~ stick to one and nv ever let go k! haha.. and don't ask me anyhow go try one.. haha.. this kind of thing cannot try de... but once i found my love, don't worry.. i will nv let go.. for now.. its still searching for me.. my princess is someone out there!! haha..
oh.. recently i am really interested in this lady.. woooo.. beauuuuutiiiifuuuulll.. haha.. mature.. hee.. went to a great meal with her.. i don't really know whats her name.. but i always call her "grandmother" very dearly.. haha.. don't be jealous k~~
some pic of my current love and pic of my "interesting" POA lecture~
Posted by qi at 2:39 PM
thanks for the pain~
sorry.. i don't feel like writing anything today.. sad*Posted by qi at 12:19 AM
Sunday, November 23, 2008
Our event~
Posted by qi at 3:24 PM
Saturday, November 22, 2008
Happy 8th month to me~
time flies.. its already 8 month since.. i am still alive! ha.. more 8 months to come~ np.. what doesn't kill u only makes u stronger.. yup yup ^^wow.. its already 4am.. hmmm.. had a busy day.. felt quite down today.. when i was reminded that its the 21st of the month again.. but can't let it stops me from living my life the way it should be..
had lesson from 8.30am till 3pm... then a great and fruitful meeting with my committee members.. hope our event "2xtreme" will turn out as how we imagine it to be..
after that went to celebrate Kaili's birthday.. hmmm.. not that bad.. felt really weird at first.. i am the only guy.. ha.. but we had fun~
this will be the first Christmas i am with my driving license and without u.. only realised that when i was driving down orchard road.. the lights.. beautiful~ but without u by my side.. Christmas is coming.. though all i want for Christmas is u.. i know Santa is not real.. ha~ this is my first Christmas in many without u in my life.. how will it be.. i don't know.. but i am still really excited about it.. felt that there is a reason for Christmas to be on the last 5th day of the year.. its to remind u to let go of ur burden of this year and move on to the next.. 5 days for u to prepare a list of resolutions for the new year to come..
hee.. since its the 21st of the month, i can spoil myself by allowing me to say somethings that should not be said.. not in my public blog at least~
I MISS U.. i really really do~ hee... kk.. enough! slap slap slap* bloody loser~ haha.. once a month only k qi.. once a month~
here are some random pics i took today.. enjoy more on my facebook, which offers faster and effective uploads~
Posted by qi at 3:47 AM
Thursday, November 20, 2008
FUN~!
wow.. i nv had so much fun for a long long long long.... time.. hee.. actually its really nothing much.. just played around with the kitkat.. but its enough to make me THAT happy.. guess i am quite pathetic huh.. haha.. who cares~today i cooked maggi mee!! added seaweed from KOREA! really really nice.. hee.. THANKS JUNG WON~ yeah!! finally i am taking 2 meals a day if that counts.. and i still manage to finish my dinner~ hmmmmmmm.. don't want to drop below 57kg.. JIA YOU WEI QI~~~
here are some preview of my master piece.. for more pic.. plz go to my facebook acc.. haha..
Posted by qi at 11:36 PM
as long as u're ok
all i need.. is just to know that u're alright.. i will never abuse this tiny little right i have as a friend.. don't worry..bye
Posted by qi at 11:56 AM
Wednesday, November 19, 2008
let me be
i don't know whats right.. whats wrong..i don't know whats too close, whats too far..
i don't know whats too much, whats too little..
i don't know what i should do, and what i should not..
i don't know what i should ask, what i should just keep quiet..
i don't know what i should give, what i should not..
i don't know what i should say, what i should just leave it to silence..
i just want to do what i felt i should..
everything i do.. i got scolded.. stupid, silly, dumb and crazy.. whats new.. but is it wrong to follow what my heart tells me to do?
this is the first time.. i really don't know how to handle.. i am so used to run away.. but this time.. all i want.. is just to stay.. no matter how painful it is.. no matter how stupid it might seem.. no matter how hopeless it is.. please.. let me be..
thank you for all ur concern.. trust me on this.. i won't regret this..
Posted by qi at 10:46 PM
Healthy lifestyle~~
hee.. this week is a healthy healthy week~ just went sentosa on sunday, and today i went to play badminton with my cousin~ so tiring.. even though only played for an hour, but he kept wanting to win me.. and he nv give up trying.. in the end played like 9 matches in 1 hour.. back to back.. so tired....played till about 4pm.. talk and drink for about half an hour, and then i have to rush to work again... sob...
today had econs in the morning.. my goodness.. so boring and hard!! if its dry, its still ok... its dry and difficult to understand! so i decided to try a new learning method.. since today we were taught that when income increases, our spending increases too.. i must experience this point to learn it! hee..
so i drove to parkway parade to try it out.. hmmm.. went to get my favourite food.. SASHIMI!! hee.. then got my favourite drink.. passion red tea.. yeah... i finally understnads what econs is trying to teach.. hmmm... really need to pamper myself abit.. give myself a pat on the back... its really a hard period of time for me.. hmmmmm... while enjoying my passion red tea, i decided to help my friend check out the iphone prices.. hope u get it soon.. but its only 2 maga pixel.. and for someone who likes to take pic.. i think u might want to consider the samsung inno8.. its 8 maga pixel wor..
Posted by qi at 5:43 PM
It is done!
hmmm.. finally i can say!!! "today is not a tiring day".. hee.. yeah~! slept till 10.. studied a little here and there.. take a little nap here and there.. then its time to work before i knew it.. sob..Delphine introduced her bf to me.. Mark.. nice to know u~ not bad wor.. almost everyday see u waiting for ur gf to finish work.. hee.. just like me.. i will do the same too! but first, i need to get a gf... hmmmmmmmmmmm....... hmph~
Jung Won was working with me today.. its so interesting working with her.. Koreans and Singaporeans are really really different man~ enjoy making fun of her.. BUT do not appreciate the splashing of soup water at me~!!! hmmm.. finally got the chance to talk to u properly after that incident.. thank you for being so understanding... i didn't meant to hurt u.. but i don't want to lie to u.. i really appreciate everything u done for me and my family.. its all my fault.. it was nv about u.. give me some time k~ but still.. i can't promise u anything.. sorry..
my boss finally came down to talk to me.. oooohhhhh.. u are angry that i always close the shop to go walk walk.. hee.. don't worry.. i will change.. i don't really like talking about my mistakes too.. thanks for being so understanding during the period when my aunt passed away..
didn't get to skype with my dad today due to the washing of the yogurt machine.. sob... but pi pi.. i know u felt my wishes for u! Happy belated birthday daddy~
oh ya!! i nearly forget.. seriously.. i don't know how this happened.. but it really surprised me.. what happened was.....
before Jung Won came.. i was really really really hungry.. i haven't got anything to eat for the whole day.. but i can't close the shop to go buy something to eat.. cos there were customers in the shop.. and its really rude to ask them to leave.. so i was thinking in my heart that how nice it will be if there is something else other then yogurt to eat.. at that instant, i am serious.. at that instant.. this girl from Coffee Bean came in to my shop and just gave me 2 really delicious chocolate cake! oh ya.. i was also craving for chocolate.. so WTH right? hee.. below are the evidences that i am not lying!!
Posted by qi at 12:28 AM
Tuesday, November 18, 2008
Congrets "aunty"~
i am so glad for u.. finally.. after everything u been through, its not wasted.. hope this happiness of urs is here to stay this time.. don't think too much.. its a very big step already.. don't rush..finally the loser club is officially closed~ u go girl.. fight for and treasure ur happiness.. don't take it for granted wor.. i know u nv had.. and u nv will.. actually thats for him.. haha..
thanks for being there when i needed a friend.. really appreciate it.. thanks for nursing me back to what i am now.. don't think its possible without u.. hope we will not only turn to each other when sad things happen to us only.. i still need some positive energy from u k!!
and trust me.. i am not rushing... nv gonna make the same mistake i been making..
hee.. thinking back of those time when we are stuck in that dark, dirty, moldy and cold corner.. i can't help but smile.. no matter what the future holds, lets promise each other nv nv ever return to that place.. All the best!
Posted by qi at 3:30 PM
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DAD!
papa.. thank you so much... for everything u did and doing for this family.. for always being there for me.. there is really nothing more i can ask for from a dad than what u are giving me.. i really really miss u.. i pray that God will be with u whether u go and bless everything that u do.. thanks alot dad.. i love u~ i really want to hug u now.. i am not ashamed to admit that.. i am always a baby to u.. sob.. i really miss u... sell the car and stay in singapore can? sob... sorry pipi.. let u spend ur birthday alone overseas.. my heart is always by ur side.. really..once again.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY~
Posted by qi at 2:25 AM
Monday, November 17, 2008
Steaming~~~~~~
hee.. thanks for cheering me up by going steamboat-ing with me~!! wow.. didn't know that such a simple stall has so good and much to offer.. nv judge a stall from it appearance i see...great steamboat.. seriously~
WARNING - following pic require parental guidance.. to prevent u from licking ur screen~~
"come see the CCTV.. u didn't say u don't want De Kua!" hee.. i love it!
"Meat BALLS~ WOOOOoooOOOOooOO!! more more more!" (damn.. do i sound like a De?)
hmmm.. my fav also.. sob.. everything also my fav~
"1 is enough~"
"enough! Lets start!"
Posted by qi at 9:03 PM
i am amazed~
i am really sad.. i realise how weak i am at Principle Of Accounting today.. the paper seems fairly easy.. yet without my notes, i totally didn't know which should go under the P&L statement and what goes under the balance sheet.. sob.. sob...its my fault for not studying much for it also.. hmph.. will not allow something like this to happen again...
after my sad sad POA lecture, had a half an hour break before my Stats lecture starts.. i was really hungry.. yet i didn't feel like eating.. hee.. saw this huge dental thingy parking outside my sch.. felt like asking them to fix my broken braces..
i am really amazed at how easy stats is.. hmmm.. how can anyone use such a long time to explain what a histogram is? its not that the lecturer is not good, i think he is a nice person and a good teacher.. i guess its just how the lessons are planned.. for ppl who really don't have a background in Stats.. in the end i decided to leave after break.. since the following chapter is probability~ i will do the assignment! don't scold me kkk~~~
while driving home today, i realised how hypocritical Singapore drivers are!!! i was on the highway rushing home on the extreme right lane.. duh.. suddenly i realise all the cars behind me are moving to the second lane.. i didn't have to wonder for long.. suddenly.. in their shiny yellow armor, were 3 tp bikes.. they are not even rushing! their siren are not even on.. don't have to do something so carry balls please! haiz.. Singaporeans~ anyway, i am a Singapore driver too right.. so its ok to be hypocritical right?.. hee.. i signaled left and moved out~ ^^
i looked so red today.. prepare for a little change of skin in the next few days.. hmmmmm...
Posted by qi at 5:57 PM
Sunday, November 16, 2008
fun fun funnnnnnnn day~
hmmm.. finally stepping out of my cocoon.. hmm... didn't expect it to be that fun.. i know it has always been fun.. but NOT THAT FUN!!!decided not to drive there.. finding a lot on a Sunday is really not an easy task.. and parking fee can really be a bitch sometimes.. GOING PUBLIC! miss public transportation.. when i am crossing the overhead bridge near my house to get to the bus stop, i suddenly realise how long i didn't use that already.. wow.... time really flies...
went to vivo, had our lunch, then sentooooosssssaaa~~ a whole day of sun, sand and sea.. played beach volley.. twisted my ankle.. still continue playing.. hee.. FUN~
took shower.. wow.. really crowded man.. decide to use the open shower instead.. hee.. shall spare u all the details..
when on my way home.. got this really huge guy keep falling asleep on my shoulder!! arG~.. eat my toufu.. haaha...
it has been quite sometime since i last visited sentosa.. many memories are still fresh in mind.. walking the path along the beach.. can't help but start thinking.. millions of what if.. looking at my new group of companies.. i decided to not let those emotions consume me..
nv had so much fun for a long time for quite some time.. look towards the future and stop looking back~ my heart tells me..
"regrets of life are like cologne.. only to be smelled.. not swallow.."
Posted by qi at 9:31 PM
Saturday, November 15, 2008
another another tiring day~
hmmmm.. why am i so tired everyday.. guess thats got to do with my age.. sob.. i am turning 22 next year.. wth.. sounded so much older than 21.. sweet sweet 21.. bye bye..got a hair cut.. didn't get my usual spiky hairstyle this time.. keep it a little longer this time? the barber thought i was 17 years old.. hee.. in the end charged my student price of 9 dollars only.. its good to look young after all..
jung won called me today.. told me what my boss's problem with us is.. hmm.. kk.. actually i don't really need the job also.. though i enjoy the yogurt and the company there.. i don't need to withstand such insults..
went lunar after that.. was great.. and apparently, they felt that a bottle of vodka is not enough to get me high, they got me a glass of Bacardi 151 double shot.. wow.. thats it for the night.. hmmm.. and i got to know some nice ppl too.. Harry (manager of Lunar and the new upcoming MOS and a really great guy), Rachel (hey.. not all marist are asshole ok! ha.. at least i am not...), Sheryln, Dewn.... errrmmm.... hmmmm.. arrr.... mmmmm... all the rest.. hee.. sorry~ ^^ will get to know u all better next time k!
"great performance..."
"GREATER PERFORMANCE! hee"
"LLLLLLLLLLLLLUUUUUUUUUUUUUUNNNNNNNNNNNNNAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRR"
"where did u get this poster? ops...."
"1 bottle? u need more than that to bring me down.. whhaahahaa"
Posted by qi at 3:24 PM
Friday, November 14, 2008
another tiring day~
wooooo!! finally home from sch~ sob.. 8.30 lecture all the way till 3.. tired.. not bad.. the test is ok~ and the teacher even make it easier by making it a open book test.. damn.. burn midnight oil for nothing~
saw this guy sitting alone.. far far far away from me.. he seems like a really nice guy.. manage to get his name.. Domedic.. made the effort to go up to him to know him.. do u know how rare is it for me to approach ppl? i am such a shy guy.. but.. i really feel that its so sad to sit alone in lectures.. i nv did and i don't think anyone deserve that too.. next week i will sit with u! and i can introduce my friends to u too.. don't worry.. we won't bite... at least i won't.. i don't know about them~~ i think they won...'t... nah.. won't la.. haha
"seriously.. go get a hair cut or something.. I PAY!! hee..(btw, thats not me.. its a fellow unknown student sitting in front of me....)"
"Messy handwriting.. but.. at least i am not slping.. hee.. PBF!! why dont u just kill me!!"
Posted by qi at 3:43 PM
Thursday, November 13, 2008
hmmm.. busy day..
finally home after work.. decide to come out with a list of picture to show my working process.. hee.. its good to find things to do.. time pass faster this way..was quite down today at work.. my sincere sms was ignored by someone.. was really just trying to cheer her up.. good heart no have good hug.. felt so insulted.. nvm.. i will not be bothered anymore..
Dewn, thanks for the smile face yogurt u made.. hmmmm.. even though not much creativity, but thanks.. haha.. kidding about the not much creativity part.. its beautiful~
tml morning still have morning lecture... and then test immediately after that.. need to mug.. can't slp even though i can barely open my eyes now...
keeping urself busy is the best way to combat depression~
yup yup.. i will do it k.. i will come out with a list of things to try out when i am free also.. don't worry~~
haiz.. conclusion.. don't be busybody.. yup.. i get it i get it.. u all are right that i should nv had bothered..
Posted by qi at 11:14 PM
First~
hmmm.. just need a channel to vent my frustration about Principle of Banking and Finance! ha.. kidding.. life is getting so busy~ need something like this to stop and think.. don't want to get lost in the flow of life~anyway.. just packed my room.. so messy.. how was i able to stand it before today? ha.. threw away many many stuffs.. need to make space for new things to come!
sob.. need to go to work soon.. having trouble with my boss.. i really did my part.. what else he wants?! i love my job.. i love the yogurt.. i just hate the boss..
really like this song that kaori introduced to me.. Better in time.. hmmm..
It's been the longest winter without you
I didn't know where to turn to
See somehow I can't forget you
After all that we've been through
Going coming thought I heard a knock
Who's there no one
Thinking that I deserve it
Now I realize that I really didn't know
If you didn't notice you meant everything
Quickly I'm learning to love again
All I know is I'm gon' be ok
[Chorus:]
Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
Even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time
I couldn't turn on the TV
Without something there to remind me
Was it all that easy
To just put aside your feelings
If I'm dreaming don't wanna laugh
Hurt my feelings but that's the past
I believe it
And I know that time will heal it
If you didn't notice boy you meant everything
Quickly I'm learning to love again
All I know is I'm gon' be ok
[Chorus:]
Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
Even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time
Since there's no more you and me
It's time I let you go
So I can be free
And live my life how it should be
No matter how hard it is I'll be fine without you
Yes I will
yes i will! hee~
